now where do we stand..... ?!

So I've been talking to thiis kiid for about 2&1/2 to almost 3 weeks noww. If I told hiis name I'd have to kiilll yuu. jk I'd just rather nott putt it out there. Welll I would have never expected to ever liike hiim nor us too be talking. it all started July12th,2o09. I went to a party, welll I was down the street since it was wackk. &he pulled up in a car wiit hiis boys. They came outt and said hiii. Gave me a hug and liike stayed inbetween my legs since, I was sitting. But we've been chiilll so I was liike wateverr. He had been drinkin, welll he was drunk lol. I remember hiim standing there and then turning to my bestfriend says......

HIM :" You knoww thiis is my wifee?"

HER:"Ohh really?

HIM: "Yupp were going to get married"

HER: " wow I never knew thiis. lol"

So, I though he was just joking seeing thatt he was drunk. Thenn that night he wannted to come see me att my housee. He was speaking to one of my girls and she told me. I was liiikee WTF ? she wass likee he liikes yuu! turnss outt he wasnt kidding whenn he said that earlierr. so I hadd to ask hiim for myy self. Well he didntt payy hiis phone biilll. we needed a wayy too speak so we started e-mailing from ourr phones. lol turns outt he really did liike me and has for awhiilee. I was in shockkk ! So he asked me watt i wannted to do aboutt it. and I said idk watt yuu wanna do ? He said he wanted to talk to me on some relationshipp statuss. So I said we cann tallk butt no promisees. That night he keptt me up tilll 4:30 in the morning and I had to be up for work at 4:45. My sleep wass greatt.

From there were started talking, and it turns outt I really liikee hiim too, and got me thiinking about us maybee having a good relationshiippp. We would chiill and justt have fuunn. Even though he abuses me lol jk he stilll manages to keep a smile on my face some how everytiime im witt him. Then last night something not so pretty happened. NO i didnt play hiim and he didnt playy me, because i know yuu are thinking that. But watt happened isnt importantt. But now im not suree where we stand. I havent spokee to hiim all dayy todayy, and I donnt wanna be the one to make the first call or send the firstt textt. Welll if he doesnt wanna speak to me anymore I understand and I'lll stilll respect hiim. But I really liike hiim and I hopee that everythiing turns outt for the bestt. Butt alll I cann do is hopeee. <3

tiimee to play catch upp.....

welll my summer started 4th of July weekend. I baptized my godson &then we had a party; myy i sayy i was knocked outt on my floor&dontt remember how i made it to my room. [ *thats watt drinkin&smoking does to yuu ]. Yet is mainly made up of softballl. its for my leagues AllStarr * team. Well we won districts and now were in the eastern regional tournmentt. yeaa were the shiit. After that i went camping wit my little sister&family for a weekend. I hadd OD funn witt my little sis, even though we barely had service. but we played volleyball, went in the hot tubb, meet some cutiies on the beach ;] , made s'mores, we went swimming to an island. &we even took the boat out and saw an oater. I had suchh a good time. besides the fact that i had a toothache :/

butt then that following monday July 20th, i left witt dynamy for a real camping trip ! it wasntt pretty. I couldn't shower, have my phone nor iPOD. The nice oart was I got to stay on an island for two nights which I probably wontt get the chance to do every again. The sucky part was loading and unloading everything into the boats and setting up tents. & also having to paddle down the coast of Maine in rushing waters ! yess im talking about the ocean. I was praying for Friday to come. my group was pretty chill and we made the best of it thou. when Friday came we were so happy to leavee. so were waiting for our bus to come, and then a limo pulls up & were joking saying thats our ridee home, then another pulls up . & outt comes the drivers that drove us there ! haha the limos were for us. it was BOMB. seeing there was only five in my limo. so it wasnt as smelly. So over all it wasntt thatt badd, i thought it would be worse.