girls. girls. girls.

they aint nothinq but walking drama. ya everyone talks shittt. but its get to a point were yu shouldnt say shit that yu dont know if its true or not. im so sick of girls, igot my dolls. but still now of days idk who to trust. niiigs make up shitt to make them look cool for "thinking they know something that aint true."&make up shitt so they can have a reason not to like yu, even thou the real reason is because they are jealous. well deadass im sick of all this nonscence. this shitt anit nothing but awaste of my time. idont wanna be part of it anymoree. like ya ihave my boys im mad chill wit&yes we flirt, but that dont mean we kiss, have sex, or etc. like if yu dont like it MAN THE FCK UP & DEAL WIT IT. its life yur not gonna get everything yu want & things aint always gonna be yur way. so dont make up shit because in the end karma is a bitch & it willl bitt yu rite in yur ass.

my houseee.

ughhh. i have no time to my self. my 2&1/2 yearold niece lives in my room wit me, every since my brother moved back in. not only did he come back, he came back wit a family. its like inever have a piece to mind by myself. iget woken up at 5 in the morning hearing "titi quiere leche." its a pain. ilove my brother&his family to death. but now ihave no where to go when ineed time alone. it sucks. iwait till 12 at night just to take a shower so iaint rushheddd. iguess now it feels like more like a home wit more family. idid miss my brother&kinda got tried of being the only child. butt yet this sucks too.

*my bestfriend (:

the famous p o ohnani.

ibett a million times a dayy yu see us walkinq

aroundd att Dohertyy. haha. we yes this is my

bestfrienddd.(*oneofafew) so it all startedd on

the softball fieldd. thats where we meet. then last year

we joined a travel team,&we became closer. then as softball

arose, we became even more closerr. iwould save that during my

past two highschool years we have became so close. she knows every

little detail abouttt me just aboutt& iknew just about the same about her.

she has myy backk on anything&it doesnt hurtt shes like 5 feett 11inches tall

haha. but lets rap this up. ilybabe forever&always.& we got so many memories

ahead of us. te amoo<3

me, myself, & i

wat do you do when you feel all alone? like you know you got someone there; but you push them away because they are not that special someone that you really want. you know its your fault you could have the best, but to you all you want is the love & the person you want it with is loving someone else. it brakes your heart; but yet they come & tell you how much you mean to them & all the pieces go right back together. my life is something like that, at times ifeel like its just me, myself, & i. they say "don't leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you love will leave you for the one they love." but wat do you do when your love did it to you first ?! do you wait & be by yourself or move on & hurt you and someone else. well yet again i feel like my life is something like this. but at the end of the day all i can say is fckk love because in the end i have is me, myself, &i. *

how my profile was createdd.

well i have a friend; actually one of my best firends that i call Money who started blogging yesterday; she told me that ishould start too. & iwas like why would i wanna do that. she told me it was just like myspace well not really but kinda. & its a good way to revel stuff. so i figured okay let makee one. seeing that i always having something going wrong in my life i have someway to express it other then to people. since im always writing about my life wat a better way then on a blogg haha. even thou people dontt probally caree. but ohwellll. (: