boys are just nonsense.........................

so my boy status is currently a joke. welll i guess only witt one boy. i though we were talking . & he asked my friend just yesterday if we was & she said yes. just when you think everythiing is perfect shiit falls apart. then last night i get a text from a girl ; talking about you talk to my boo. & they've been talking for mad long & nonsense that i justt didnt care about . bcus i stilll talked to my boy so he could talk to other girls justt not on the level we was talking ! but today was the festival & he told my bestfriend he wasnt gonna say hii to me bcus he didnt want me to yelll at hiim ? & alll i wanted to do was ask hiim. bcus if he wants to talk to the other girl & be witt her i'lll happily leavee ! but at the festival my little sister asked him why he hasnt talked to me & i guess he said he don't wanna talk to me ?!?!?! wellll if thats how he really feels, then all he gotta do is lett me know & give me backk my sweater & i'lll be on my motherfckin wayy. ugh boys aree justt nonsense ; i believe after thiis im done; welll i always say that . i justt need to find the ONE <3

D0ll$

I kinda felll liike my group of girls aint as close anymore. Like were still close but not all of us; I knew its summer & we gott our own thiings to do. But liike stop acting up. We all use to be mad close they were myy bestfriends. I just find it sad when I have to hear shiit that I should be hearing from them insteaf of other people. Well me and money have been chylling the most . me & nani are gonna chill tomorrow niight. then when mickey & isa gett back we need to have a d0ll$ niight. I thiinkk its tiime we do some catchin up & reunite. Schools coming so I know we'lll be back ass onee !


I l0VE MY d0ll$ ! <3

effort much?!

so I talk to thiis boy [ letss calll hiim boyfriend #1 ]; but he's been actiing up.
doesnt calll / textt liike he use too.
it kiinda gets on my nerves; he got the nerves to say he does ! smh. NO!
but on the other hand; i havee a handsome young man that would liike me [ letts calll hiim boyfriend #2 ].
i swear he's kiinda liike perfect ! he's cute ; drives ; works ; school is important;
football is hiis game not me ; does anything to make me happy ! <3 he kiinda makes me fall head over hiiilllls !

so alll last week i was siick ! smh not cool . but anyyways i was textin witt boyfriend #2 & i wass telliing hiim to bring me ice cream. but i was joking but serious. & homeboy really wentt & got it for me. it was so cuttee. he justt knows how too act. & he comes to see me ALL the tiime.

yett boyfriend #1 knocked me off my feet from the start. i really have no clue why or how. it kindd just happened. & everytiime i speak or see boyfriend #2 , boyfriend #1 is in the backk of my mind.

i guess im att a point where i need too pick ; butt its so hard bcus the less we talk the more i like for boyfriend #1 * &the more he treats me liike hiis princess, the more i start to like boyfriend #2. when i look at the effort it makes me thiink which one really wants me for me !